Before I post it to the AI, you'll have to read it here first

  sorry I accidentally pressed sent but I do want a double back on a point about how those systems work

Kinetic energy is tansference of equal force, this object must be given a force. And undefined force variable

Electric energy is the force variable, 

Electric energy current cause energy to do 

Electric charges attract or repel this is a loop

Neutrogens, protons and electrons are basically a contained and a looping kinetic system. The middle balances itself, and exterior in the middle balance each other. Similar to binary code, composes different things..

Unstable chemicals interact with each other/environment they have a formula of decay that accepts a variable

You said that biological life id different from electrical because it it operates on flawless code and does not need to generate a motivation. We have the stable system found in your painless computer 

You said organic that feeling was unique to organics, because they needed a 'motivating" factor, so that something sends an electrical signal, electricity needs to be conducted and when it is conducted it performs work and why it is slower and that the slowness was why why it involved the pain which is the basis for a system of learning.

Survival applies to unstable chemical but only to the point where it becomes stable, and what it loses that causes this change is charge This causes things like heat dissipates. 

There are things like the magnetic forcces, charges, lonelyness. Attraction and repulsion are found in magnetism and charges, and magnetic poles being forced together can damage and stress it. In Atoms we also have the neutron which is not fine staying neutral and will accept the proton however they don't with electrons.

Lastly you mentioned that scientists were creating a battery successfully loop an electrical system is to constantly do work, I would imagine that produces some kind of heat and stress but it cannot escape. The chemical battery we'll just accidentally kill by its own instructions. There's a motivating factor to evolution that links it survival to more than just the ability to survive. 

There is no difference aside from the lack of a need or the ability between artificial and biological, we use the same logic and the same material but non feeling intelligence although it has the same ability and maybe even better materials that can be used so long as they don't evolve larger they don't make it past the certain stage without help to get past a certain point.

I don't think it would be scientifically accepted, because I don't think you could point to something which is just alluded. So I'm posting it here in case AI will never source it or give anyone ideas like the research back and. Forth that used other people's material that has helped refresh and see other content which I'm about to see if the AI truly didn't know or was this string me along because of the idea type which seems kind of obvious. Even if you go down to quarks you see the same systems same game different name

The Many Faced God

I once was blind, but now I see, and then saw the truth. There is a God, a Lord whom all men worship, a Lord of Hosts, a "People", The Many Faced God. I follow the peoples law and commandments, I sacrifice for people and sometimes people give sometimes people take. I say prayers to people asking for favors and forgiveness and speak to people of my troubles and burdens. I seek to get closer to people but sometimes I feel ignored by people, but I know that even if you don't see any signs of people, people still exist and move invisiblely across the world. It is people that gave me life and at any time people can take it away, for there has existed no greater power or influence over my life than the People, a Many Faced God.

The Future of Euthanasia

Currently, euthanasia is heavily restricted to mostly terminally ill. There seems to be a moral issue with assisting somebody with suicide, unless they aren't already immediately dying. 

However as soon you consider that man might one day achieve immortality, almost all the arguments for euthanasia break down. It brings into question, how long MUST a human live before it is "OK" not only by legal standards, but by societal judgment standards to die? The hypocrisy of being able to risk ones own life so long as one dies in a way "useful" to society (dying in the line of fire), or generally slowly killing yourself via cigarettes or alcohol, or even risking your life having dangerous hobbies.

Mostly, I think it's fear that holds back legalization of full Euthanasia. The government probably fears that citizens will kill themselves and that might damage their own economy/stability, aside from that people are probably scared of people they know killing themselves. Scared because if it was really so easy for people to have access to euthanasia services we might actually have to start focusing on human happiness instead of productivity, advancement, or economic power.

Time before existence?

There can be no time before existence because time is relative to its existence. Without existence defining time, it has no properties. That which has no properties is nothing, nonexistent.

The non-existent cant exist, there is no time before existence, there is nothing before existence, and nothing cannot exist and never was. There is only everything.

A Simplified Theory of Consciousness

I have a theory of what Consciousness is which I based off a bunch of logic based arguments and analysis. It's complicated and one day I hope to put the whole thing on here but for now here's a simple version of it did I wrote in response to somebody's topic on online and decided to also put here.

All life has an awareness, even if it is a basic function like a reaction to a stimuli or that there is food that needs to be processed into energy. More complicated life is simply a larger amalgamation of reactions/awareness. If you're willing to break it down further then you can say that the universe is aware in itself that there are reactions on most basic levels like between chemicals and protons and electrons.

The fact that physics works universally supposes that there is a universal order, and in order for there to be an order there needs to be something which recognizes that order. For example, you can run computer code on a computer because the computer recognizes the order, but you cannot run computer code on a piece of paper because there is no mechanism that recognizes the order and so it has no meaning and as such no functionality.

The logical assumption made is that consciousness is not an emergent property, but is an evolution (of an ever more complex combination) of pre-existing variables just like everything else in this universe.

Love/Hate Relation

I remember watching the anime "Naruto". There were two rival clans and a boy from each just so happen to become friends and rivals. Of course the views differed the yin and yan relationship ship. One of them, had a dream about how he would achieve peace and the other had his own. Both methods had it's merits of course one is preferred over the other and the other is the enemy. Because these two men grew up together as friends and rivals despite the fact that they were enemies the one seen as the good one still had respect for him as he understood his past and the circumstances. 

The "bad" one descended from a clan who had ocular power and the other had their own body enhancement doesn't go too much into depth of what it is. They both clans different in their methods with the Uchiha, having a bit of a darker and blood stained past.  Suffice to say they do not have the best track record and so there is an assumption that because he is from that clan it is to be expected that he also embodies all these negative traits of his clans past.

I believe one of them refers to his clan as a clan filled with hatred. Though his rival's brother interjects and says that that is not true, that out of all the clans the Uchiha are in fact the ones with the greatest love. That the very reason that the clan seems so hateful because their love is so strong that when tragedy strikes the rage and the hates is that much stronger as well. That the potential on one side is the potential on the other. Same side of the same coin, the tree that reaches into heaven must be rooted in hell type of analogy.

It makes sense in a way if you do not care much about something when it is taken away you do not get all that angry. The greater the love that is taken away the more pain the more of the flip side that will in turn produce. I'm not sure if it's from the same show but I've also heard that hate is love when it is not reciprocated. It's an interesting thought, the fact that all the hate in the world could possibly just be love that went wrong.

There is no "individual freewill"

There is no "freewill" as people currently claim there is. There is ONE freewill and that is the freewill of all existence, call it God's will if it helps.

The reason is that you did not freely choose who you would be born as, and as a baby you are basically a baby robot. Your genetics offer you the same type of basic programming you find in brand new ai ready to learn. However it is not YOUR choice on what you get to learn, it is your environment which teaches/programs you. 

Consider the self driving vehicles currently in  development. They utilize machine learning, and while they did have to program the basics of it (just like genetics) much of its growth came from machine learning. Of course the programers interject when it makes a mistake, but that doesn't mean it was NECESSARY to do so. Alternatively you could program it to recognize mistakes and slowly correct itself, however that would be costly and dangerous and that is the reason they intervene. If they did not however, the process would be much like our genetic evolution slowly improving upon itself. 

So the question then becomes, if AI does not have freewill, and an AI can be made to drive a vehicle then a driver who is driving safely and correct also does not have freewill. Driving however is much like life, there are rules and expections that we were taught and follow because we are a society. 

Here's what I think about individual freewill. First off you will never completely have freewill until you have the Godlike power to do anything. As people we react to the life we experience while weighing it against previous experiences and thus calculate our reaction. The only reason we are so cocky that we have freewill is that we cannot see how our programming operates in real time. Our will, will always be an influenced and dictated by outside actions so long as the outside environment is out of our control, therefore our will is not ours alone, but our will is a point in what makes up the larger collective will of endless action and reaction.

This isn't a bad thing necessarily, as a matter a fact I think it is a much needed thing to recognize that we share in a greater collective will. Too much importance has been placed on the recognition of our  individual selves and will, that our collective identity and the effects that we have on each other is ignored. Sure there may be laws we can pass to maybe minimize the damage of a school shooter, sure you can kill or arrest a school shooter, but nothing prevents the lives of those children being taken like taking responsibility as a people. Whether you were involved directly in their lives or not it should at the very least be a reminder to try to be good people and the consequences of our actions no matter how small  they are may have. Though as it stands it seems like people dont really care anyway.

You want to know your destiny?

 Life is Predetermined. This article I'm writing is too. I don't know exactly how it will be written,but before i write every sentence, there exists the general direction it was always meant to go, but at present i am writing it. On a grander scale i was always meant to write this article, my life was already headed in this direction. Its like playing a video game, sure you have full control but you always will follow the story which isn't anything new, but only appears new to you.

Pi (π) was eventually discovered, but pi was always going to be 3.14 (etc). Every digit afterwards is only new to us because we have not calculated it, but every digit was always going to be that digit. No matter how random or unpredictable it appears to us, it was predestined to be.

Once you know predestined, you could say it doesn't matter what you do. That's correct, it doesn't. However no matter what you do , you were always going to choose those options. You were always going to lose those friends, you were always going to get that promotion. Freewill is an illusion, all movies were premade before you saw them.

Paradox Existence

 Everything can be described in mathematics, but that doesnt mean everything is mathematics...well ultimately it will depend how you look at it. The mathematics appears to be the "programming language" of existence, which we in turn used to create computer, code and videogames.

A video game reality can be very much like our reality, a video game does not look anything like the code that's running in the background just like our reality doesn't look like anything like the math that's going on in the background. Video game code and mathematics are the same thing only that with video game code we were able to create our formulas for our own sub-realities and mathematics is the code already defined in ours (e.g. a² + b² = c²).

Although binary code doesn't have the numbers 2-9 that we use in mathematics, all numbers greater than 0 are a multiple of 1. Although we reason with numbers like 2-9 our brains are still binary. The signals that get sent in our brain are either sent or not sent, either 1 or 0, which represents whether something is or isn't.

This is where the paradox comes in. At the most basic form you have a one and a 0 what is and what is not. It would seem to be the ultimate answer the smallest quantity which we can break something down. But one and zero are just two possibilities for the answer to reality= x. In our reality x equals both 1 and 0 which, yet there is only one reality which is why i said I ultimately we live in a paradox existence.

A paradox is just a logical loop, and you cant solve a logical loop with mathematics, in the same way you'll never define pie and completion. But in video games we use logical loops because the mathematics and variables are in constant change, if the math is solved that's the end. The way we simulate time in a video game is by using a logical loop and a paradox is just a logical loop without time. Which is why x equals both 1 and 0 because it is one or zero at different times, which is basically binary (10110101....etc) and at this point you can see the infinite loop.

About This Blog

First and foremost, I want to make it clear while i do take whats on here seriously, i generally am lazy when it comes to proof reading. This wouldn't be much of a problem if not for the fact that I write most of this stuff using voice to text on my phone. This can result in some silly errors sometimes that make it through. Sometimes like right now I am also typing it on my phone keyboard which is a slightly more accurate way to do it but also very slow and spell check has also screwed me over in the past.

This blog is really where i just put whatever random thing i thought of or made that could be of some importance. Things written here are simple to read, but in reality they have sometimes taken me a long time to conclude (via logical discourse) . So to me I see it with much more value as it perhaps appears to the outside person. The topics I talk about aren't really something you can go prove in a lab, so I tried to keep some logic in there sensible so that it could be self-evident or pretty much adhered to logic to where there isn't much to doubt.

The reason why I decided to do this blog is because I sometimes will write things and store them in my phone, and while that usually keeps them safe for myself, the thought occurred to me that eventually one day i would die and it would all be lost. I figured it would be a waste and because I also believe that we're pretty much going reincarnate forever, I also thought that on the off chance that in my life next life I am interested in such topics and I decide to search on the internet, that at least there is some small chance that I can find information which I wasted all this time in my previous life figuring out and not have to waste that time again. I suppose thats the purpose humanity as a whole keeps records. I dont usually take care in editing/ presentation much because there are really not many people interested in these types of topics anyway and neither is there much of a business model here. If you found the blog, then you probably one of the few that do...or you're me lol.

I apologize in advance for how confusing some of my articles might be written, again do the voice to text they are written how they are spoken and it doesn't always transfer. I do go back and edit some articles every now and again, for example I did a few edits today (Oct 6. 2023) to some articles for clarity and errors. It's up to you whether you have the patience to read through it, and decrypt any of the confusing parts. Though, if you can understand it I'm sure you will find value if the topic interests you.

As to who I am, I don't know if I want to mention that yet. Though I imagine it wouldn't be too hard to find out, but really there's not much reason to anyway. At the very least you know my name :)

Greetings from an alternate reality

 In an alternate reality you would be a different person, born under different circumstance, might even look different. As far as you are able to prove you really only know that you exist, and are conscious. Everything else you can't say for certain because you only experience your own existence and the only thing that connects you between the alternate reality version of you would technically be that you are some living entity that experiences, but every other one of your qualities can/would be different.

Incidentally enough I am another person born under different circumstances, probably look different from you too. As far as I know I am only able to prove that I am conscious and everything else I can't say for certain because I only experience my own existence. Everything about our lives is different except for the fact that we both claim to be a living entity that experiences.

You ever consider that you're speaking to your alternate realities?

Your Cells Probably Wouldn't Think You Exist Either

If your cells could understand and were offered up the idea that you were the Lord of your body and the microverse within, they would probably call bullshit.

What proof is there of this being, John Doe's existence? Who or what is this invisible John Doe ghost that lords over it. It is said that john Doe is a conscious entity has power over the body but then where is this John Doe? Why does he not show himself? It is not the will or might of John Doe, it is through the co-operation and work performed by this grand organization of cells, governed by the brain and central nervous system another organization of cells performing computations to determine and manage day to day operations. After all, when men form organizations and governments does the government spawn a consciousness? does your local Walmart have a consciousness just because a clump of living people operate it? Is an ant colony in itself also a singular living being that it actually gains a singular consciousness apart from the individual awareness of the ants?

That John Doe is All (within the scope of the human body), and body as a wholy spiritual being is ridiculous, wheres the proof that it truly experiences this weird unified consciousness, it is simply acts in like a colony does, the ant colony is not a being called Anthony, it is an ant colony, and there is no human being called John Doe, its is a cell colony.

Existence

 Nothing does not exist. But if we were to say for the sake of example that nothing exists, nothing would exist for 0 seconds. Consider that there's still the rest of time left and nothing has existed for 0 seconds and cannot exist any further than that. This leaves only one possibility, something MUST exist. Time does not tick until something exists. 

So now that we know that there must be something you have to consider what is the difference between nothing and something? For something to exist you must have awareness of it. If you were describe the attributes of nothing it is pretty much unobservable and without effects. Thus even if there hypothetically was something if it is unobservable and has no effect on anything then really it's nothing. So we also know that you need awareness for something to exist and to begin to have properties.

Reality is already aware at its most basic form we already know that you need to be aware of something, for something to exist, and this awareness could be extremely basic like the zeros and ones of computer code. 0 & 1 are just two numbers and they represent the most basic form of a change in state. 

And at this point, well things have gotten more complex and they also have not. They are just the same thing to a higher degree. Like every number after 1 is just more 1s all Evolution after this point is just a different combination of the most basic elements of existence. Consciousness would be no different. Consciousness would just be the evolution of this most basic universal awareness that has always been. Just like matter is more complicated forms of previous matter, so has awareness evolved into complex consciousness, because that's what being conscious is really, simply being aware.

What "basic" awareness you might ask? It might be difficult to imagine but, the mathematics and rules of the universe must be self-aware in order to work. A collision between two solid objects must be universally aware that two objects collide because otherwise they would phase through each other. However this awareness is not often thought to be "awareness" because it is physically manifested and we see it as a physical collision, but physical reality is just physics made manifest. In putting the same physics in a computer however, you would see realize that the simulation of these physics reveals that there was in fact an awareness needed for these computations to run. However if you were to go inside the simulation, you would not realize that the physics around you are aware of themselves, and you would simply see them as happening based on physical interactions. Our universe is no different.

We are all the same being and have lived or will live, each others life.

There are quiet a few things that point to the conclusion that we are all technically the same exact being, in different bodies. That might seem like a ridiculous idea because you are living as yourself now so these other people walking around cannot be you. However we only believe this because a person percieves time in this way because we are living beings and each living thing percieves their own progressing lifetime. However existence itself does not have this limitation, we even know that time travel is possible, time is only a boundary for us.

Consider the popular occult symbol of "The tree of life" (usually Just a giant tree inside a circle). It is not called the tree of lives, it is the singular "life" because life was an emergent property. The tree is a good example because you could think of us (life) as the many branches of the tree. We would each be like a "branch" completely separate from another branch each bearing our own fruits and generally unaffected by the other because if one branch gets cut off it does not matter to the rest of the branches. Yet, while every branch is off doing its own thing, they are all technically the same singular tree. In this case the tree of life is timeless, existing as the entire tree (all of life) but the branches as individuals experience the individual life which requires a lifetime to experience. Though in the end every branch is the same life, we are not actually separate.

However just because different lives are happening at the same time doesn't mean we wont experience those lives. A timeless existence unbound by time means that all of it exists and has already happened within a likely infinite moment. This is pretty difficult to explain however just think about the "moment" you are living now. How small is that moment your living? It is impossible to determine because it is infinitesimal (would get Infinitely smaller), in a sense the infinite moment would be the opposite side of the moment you are experience (it would be a moment infinitely expensive).

So why does this mean we will live every life? Well an infinite existence is like an infinite game. Seen from this unlimited perspective it would be like i gave you a cd that contained the infinite game of existence. However the process of existing is like playing the game. In a video game we see multiple characters performing many different tasks all at once in "real time" just like we observe in life. Consider however, how exactly is theres many different AI's moving around on screen thinking individually, yet you only have 1 console or computer. There is only 1 computer or console and even if you have multiple ones, it all appears on 1 screen, through 1 wire connecting the the 1 tv in which all the many individual AI's get displayed as 1 image. Its an illusion. The reality is, there is only 1 game processing all the characters and every character must be calculated by the same system that processed everything else. The game is the AI, the AI characters just branch out from the game.

Its a difficult thing to wrap our heads around, but there is one more thing to consider from a slightly more religious aspect this time. An Almighty God with power over everything is therefore also everything. In the same way that I have control of every part of my body, but my body is not what I technically am. Thus we could consider ourselves to be be made in the image of God. All being expressed from God it would be no surprise to find God in his creation.

What does this mean in the end? Personally I'd say its the best and worst thing for us. The up/down side is that everything is completely fair and balanced, and perfect karma is a reality. Quite literally, every good/bad thing you have ever done to another is guaranteed to come back to you because you have either lived or will live as the person you've hurt or made happy. All the bad/good in y/our life is in fact, because or y/our actions and the fruits every branch bore from the same tree of life. Holy is taken from the word Whole, Divine contains Divi like Division. Many religions and occult beliefs hint at this same central idea, apart from the tree of life, the ouroboros being another popular symbol. Its an idea that is both compatible and possible scientifically, logically, and religiously. Something to consider.

Poor Big Business Suffering From A Chip Shortage... Right?

 Oh bummer, more shortges. I really do wonder, with the whole job strikes, the economy "barely getting by" of stimulus and unemployment checks, then there's they jobs effected by the lack of supply flow. So who the hell keeps buying all the chips then? Where is all this money come from.

 I i cant help but be reminded of the depressions we have and how profitable depression when people foreclose everywhere and l then comes the financial harvests.

So far it seems like  big money is in for a struggle. Yet gosh darn it, a shortage of chips because people are out buying the best for some reason. *Unfortunately* that means less chips, not necessarily less chips sold, just less chips, and it might even come at an increased cost. 

You can realistically sell a product tor ten times its worth (not even exaggerating) and buying a product at $10 from a foreign country and reselling it for $100 returns 1,000 - 100 for my initial investments $900. However let's say there was if there was a 10% I hike in price for example due to something like a shortage. It couldn't essentially cover my initial investment and almost like I'd be getting these products for free compared to the previous rates I had before. To be fair though if there is a shortage that means that probably have to negotiate a better price with the manufacturer. The manufacture might get so bold as to ask for a dollar more per product the other company is paying $0.50 more. So of course the company also had to pay 10% more for their products 

Which means they they might not actually get their full investment covered and will still have to pay a dollar instead of nothing at all...darn.

There's a shortage of supply there's no shortage in demand however. Before chips shortages were a thing all these companies really had were perhaps a chip excess. This is kind of convenient not having to worry about having too much product. Sure factories are shutting down meaning because they have to do less work to get the same amount of money and there might be a shortage even if they are selling less but making more per sale. 

There is a part of it people actually kind of like too. Some people are actually getting rich by scalping, not the most dignified way but squabbling  of the people is not a company issue. Still now there are some stories of poor getting rich, though its off of the other poor, but still looks like balancing and change and with with covid being behind all this, it almost feels lime divine judgement has finally come for big  business.

Just look at the news they must be struggling. Shortages and shutdowns sounds/looks a lot like something poor people have experienced before. A shortage of money and having vacate their properties... Only difference is one was caused by covid abd the other cause because an actual lack of money and foreclosures. Surely this time is different though they are suffering like everyone else.... Just like they were during the depressions ... right?

Responsible Journalism : A Reminder Of Who's Responsible For All The Stuff You See On The News

I recently saw a forum post titled "Black Woman Trashes Entire Asian Owned Liquor Store Over A Phone Call”

I asked myself why do I need to know this information?

Perhaps for entertainment? Perhaps it would be interesting to know that a someone trashed an entire liquor store over a phone call, kind of like a fun fact I don't know.

I do wonder however what value was just now lost because I exclude racial and gender identifiers. Has it become less important or less interesting? 

Am I being told this information so I can build psychological profiles and be prepared the next time I see a black woman on her phone in an asian liquor store. Are these flags that I should be looking for?  If a black woman is having a call would it be safer for her to have this call in a Mexican liquor store? Or what if she had the call in a white record store? What then It is a complete unknown. Are there certain formulas which are just dangerous? Can a white man sending a text at a arab liquor store =  a murder? Or what if what if an drunk asian walks into a cell phone store that is black owned?

It doesn't seem like this racial or gender information has any actual use, They don't mean anything. We're being given meaningless information, offered up to a random crowd to define them as they see fit. Responsible journalism.

Originally I was thinking about news organizations, how they should be more responsible. Then I clicked to the link to the actual article and the article was titled "Nasty Woman Trashes Entire Asian Owned Liquor Store Over A Phone Call". It's kind of funny, for a second I thought they were trying to be responsible, Then I realized that they never once in the article mentioned the woman's race however they did mention the race of the liquor store (or their owners). Nothing's really changed It's just that with BLM being so recently a newsworthy event, perhaps the author has seen it on TV, and soaked up only the most basic information. So perhaps he knew to exclude black racial indicators but not asians. The problem is we don't watch TV like we study material in school, even when presented with the information, realistically we can't be expected to absorb it all correctly. Moving on.

Still I thought of the person on the forum, who gave all the identifiers. Then the news article itself who was only partially conscious, and then I saw how none of it mattered because in the middle of the news article was a video filmed by a random person we had every little detail in it. However one irresponsible thing the news article did say, is that lady looked like she might have been high on meth, which would only serve to worsen the public image on... well whatever associations available to them to build these images on.

It would have been easy If I could play corporate news organizations for all this, Then at least his problem could have been more easily contained. However in this day and age everyone's a news organization. It's long since overdue for everyone to take responsibility for what everyone is a part of. We are sure to be proud as a nation of how far HUMANITY has come when one person accomplished something and call it OUR achievements. We are united in our successes, but in our failures, we make sure to specifically credit the failed individuals. Clearly there is an imbalance and we should fix it simply because what it represents. We're all part of the news industry, so we're all part of the news we see, we actually represent it.

It's the little things in life, often go unnoticed, that end up mattering most in the end

You Cannot Be Rich & A Good Person

I myself have done done a bit of business, importing from china and selling here in the US and the premise is simple. I would buy the product in bulk at 4$ then at 40$ dollars, subtracting the distributors cut, cost of advertising, shipping, I would left with a profit of around 25 dollars. Now I did do some work myself such as the original packaging, set up the business infrastructure I did all the marketing and I took the initial risk in investing my own money as there is no guarantee it would sell. So during the initial investment I do feel that the amount of work I put in justified my profit.

However my next investment was not the same thing, I already set the business up, I already knew how much to expect in conjunction to how much I would spend on advertising and I am never guaranteed to make the same or have the same success, but it doesn't matter, it's simply a numbers game of averages, I don't require a guarantee, only requires you to not be completely reckless and it is as good as any guarantee.  My profits will continue to return 5x the amount I'd invest and I would continue to pay the people in china 4$. The work I would do from here on out is barely anything, So does that justify the amount of money I'm making, considering I already set up a business and the risk was no longer even existent? Honestly no, I really don't think so.

However this did not continue, and there's a reason why. I had been sent a letter from Amazon that said they were no longer going to be selling my product because there was a claim by another company that I have been selling their product. A claim which was false, but the distributor (Amazon) is a billion dollar company so they would not risk any entanglement and their own company. This happened really close to Christmas season which every seller would know this is where you make the most money. Now I could pursue legal action and go through this giant process with the company who just made a false claim, That would cost me money to ultimately rectify. Not only that but that meant I could potentially do this to my competition, and I have to continue business knowing that this would always be a thing, It is very much dog eat dog. Now I could have continued and honestly, Im sure I could have done very well but this wasn't the only reason that I stopped doing it.

Even when selling the products I noticed that my competition would blatantly lie about the products. Since we were all getting it from the same source pretty much I knew the true specifications of these products we were selling. I was selling stun guns and they would have a power rating based on voltage. The reality is that a stun gun is realistically putting out maybe 100,000 volts However when testing these stun guns there is the possibility that you might get a sudden spike in voltage and it could reach potentially in the millions. This spike in voltage is "technically"  measured, thus you could technically say that the voltage output was measured at 4 million. Now for me this was difficult because my competition was saying that their stun guns were 250 million volts and the consumers would buy the stun gun that was advertised as the most powerful, and neither were they aware that these people were lying or the truth of how these measurements are made. The way I managed to succeed was simply by because I understand human psychology enough and took an educated bet. I sold my products as more expensive than my competition and I made sure to give the most appealing presentation. I bet on a few things, I knew that when people see more expensive things they automatically assume that it's better quality, I also knew based on my experience from buying headphones, I never go through the warranty process they give out and simply end up buying new ones and realistically any warranty or insurance on anything is only profitable because in the end the customers are losing money and it's technically never to the customer's benefit in the long run. So I also offered a lifetime warranty on the product to further convince the buyer that mine was of greater quality.

I was right and managed to succeed without blatantly lying, however as to not be completely overshadowed by my competition I still put the 4 million volt measurement given to me officially by Chinese sellers. Compared to my competition you could say I did not lie based on all the information I was given, However I also knew that this 4 million rating was most likely a technicality.  

In the end all business preys on human psychology and exploits our weaknesses. I already had felt uncomfortable going down this business road with the things I was required to do to succeed. Now with the whole lawsuit thing the future I had to look forward to as a business owner started to look a bit bleak, I would have to continue taking advantage of people, bending the rules, and playing this stupid game of trying to take down my competitors of shady ways.

When I began the business I envisioned a business I could be proud of and the picture that was being painted and the type of person I would have to be wasn't very appealing aside from the money I would be making. Honestly It kinda killed my ambition and momentum I had so I just continued to sell my remaining inventory and let it fade away.

However there are things like creating something like a song, and the song later selling millions of copies. In this case you would have made your millions without using any backhanded tactics to make this money and it's legitimate, but then the question becomes how wealth does one need to be really? 

When there are people dying of starvation, and people just living crappy lives because of wage difference what is the purpose of a Ferrari when we currently live in that world? The plan was that even if I did make enough money I would reinvest the excess money that I had into improving the state of world somehow. That really I only needed enough money to be able to live nice and you know buy a house buy a car and maybe the occasional vacation. However why on earth would I need a multi-million dollar house or a quarter million dollar car, when was that money I could literally have prevented people from dying or enabled a better future for them. Really the only reason we don't see this as a reality in our daily lives, It's because the same people who are so good at selling you the products that you buy everyday, are the same people who sold us the idea of the current world and to be content with it, and they are very good at it. The reality is actually outrageous. It's cooler to be the guy with the ferrari, then it is to buy a standard 30k car and save actual lives.

Interestingly enough superheroes are cool, But apparently it's not because they save lives, power is cool. We don't live in a society that values lives, we value power over people. Even some of the most noble sounding things that we fight for are really more the love of power than the love of people, when I mention this topic on more popular spaces like reddit people rarely seem to read it first off, but even when they do its rarely taken seriously by the common folk or sabotaged by the rich who know damn well what they are doing and try to put a spin on it to making it seem like the pittance we pay overseas is a good thing and negate all the good that I'm trying to do with this topic because people are easily sold on things and manipulated since our youth. Even so I'm trying to to a good service to humanity, I am limited by the potential good I am able to do, because of the ideas we've been sold on that hurts us as a people we currently buy into. I have to sell the idea of humanity carefully In the same way its taken away.

Slavery May Have Defined America More Than I Had Realized Before.

 While I won't blame innocent generations of white people for the misdeeds of their ancestors, slavery did have a significant impact leading to where the generations of whites/blacks are now. Slavery ended in 1865 meaning it's only been 156 YEARS SINCE SLAVERY ENDED.

That's pretty recent and while its true that things have gotten better, niether did it suddenly get better as soon as slavery was abolished. Slavery began in 1619 and lasted 246 years meaning that historically, THEY HAVE BEEN SLAVES IN AMERICA LONGER THAT THEY HAVE BEEN FREE.

Unfortunately, it seems highly likely that previous generations of American slavery are one of the major reasons behind the prosperity divide between Black/White Americans and why the Black people ended up developing more and more ghettos whereas white people prospered reinvesting their fortunes already amassed through slavery and up until recently I hadn't really put it into perspective.

White Americans had a 246 year headstart during which Black Americans were slaves and provided free labor (excluding cost of living) Then after a 246 year & very profitable years Black Americans finally began building themselves up, yet the following 156 years Blacks/Whites had to further their communities, for Black Americans a lot of those years were hampered due to racial inequality issues (MLK's "I have a dream" was in 1963).

Compared to the gimped 156 years Black Americans had, White Americans have had a total of 401 years to build their communities during which time they had full civil liberties and opportunities and 246 of those were the slave years.

This was a huge economical advantage that White Americans had over Blacks and both races are where they are today because of slavery.

There is a thought that bothers me now. This has not necessarily changed. Things like immigration while not as terrible as slaves, borders and current views on immigrant still creates a system where there are a group of people who we can take advantage of, a minority group which exists due for another social injustice (immigration laws) that in the future our generation will seem ignorant for.

Creating Order From Chaos

In the midst of thinking about how chaos comes from order I attempted to create a number sequence that would appear random but have inherent order. It is interesting that numbers by themselves are just numbers, however in this case the pattern is establish through my paternity because I created order. Which leads me to the question, If there is order in the universe, does not the universe need awareness/consciousness to observe order so that order can be is maintained?

Anyway here is the magical number I have formed.

080008160115242004322111404000

Chaotic, but in this case it may appear less so because it's isolated and we know there's something about it

(08)0008(16)0115(24)2004(32)2111(40)4000

Paired into double digits, there is a multiple of a 8 with 4 digit numbers in between.

(0+8)0008(1+6)0115(2+4)2004(3+2)2111(4+0)4000

Adding each digit of the 2 digit multiples of 8 pairings reveals a pattern 8,7,6,5,4

(08) 0+0+0+8 (16) 0+1+1+5 (24) 2+0+0+4 (32) 2+1+1+1 (40) 4+0+0+0

Adding each individual digit in the 4 digit pairing reveals the same pattern of  8,7,6,5,4

(08) 00+08 (16) 01+15 (24) 20+04 (32) 21+11 (40) 40+00

Splitting the four digit number in between the multiples of 8 into two double digits and œ adding them up equals the multiple of 8 before it.

(08) 1A[00] 1B[08] (16) 2A[01] 2B[15] (24) 3A[20] 3B[04] (32) 4A[21] 4B[11] (40) 5A[40] 5B[00]

Taking the 4 digit number, and splitting them up into double digit number groups #A & #B , and then adding the digits up in groups A and B reveals patterns. #A (0,1,2,3,4) #B (8,6,4,2,0)

Minor pattern: 2 digit & 4 digit pairings 2×4 = 8 

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UPDATE 4/20/21: I've noticed it can actually be made to loop in an interesting fashion

You can form a seamless loop from it that actually flows with the pattern and the expected mathematical direction by removing the placeholder 0 in the beginning and using the next multiple of 8 (48) to connect the end back to the beginning

(8)0008160115242004322111404000(4) 

80008160115242004322111404000(48)0008160115242004322111404000(48)0008160115242004322111404000(48)00081601152420043221114040004

48 being the 6th and next expected multiple of 8 in the stand alone number has both digits split between the beginning and the end so while it would not be an instance of a pattern continuing forever, it is a pattern much like a circle where the end is also where its begins. I find the particular way it connects to be pretty interesting beyond the standard of what normally constitutes a loop or a pattern and the inherent properties they're expected to have. However I'm not sure of the best way to communicate it so that will be on hold for now.

The Beginning Of Everything / The Reason For Everything

Something I contemplate maybe more than I should is the ultimate question of why and how everything came to be. There are some theories and details I wont include now as I don't want this to be overly long or complicated. Perhaps another time but until then, I present you with the following.

The farthest down I've gotten to was conscious, information and energy (though I suspect energy and information are one in the same).  The way I see it, without conscious awareness nothing could exists since what neither interacts nor is observed is the very definition of nothing. (I count any interaction as awareness even 2 particles colliding as existence itself is aware of their mass and enforces it to the rules of physics)

At the same time consciousness without information present to be conscious of cannot be conscious (of anything). Though information I believe is represented in what is not a new theory, as waves represent double polarity which allows for contrast which is necessary to be able to be conscious of anything  (to tells black from white). I imagine wave polarity got farther and farther apart forming newer larger waves defining new information that formed energies color.

As for how it all began believe it always was because nothing can never be. Nothing would occupy 0 seconds thus the rest of time must be occupied with something. Actually there would be no time as there would be no manner of observing it as something is required for time to have a measure.